knowing what we don't know.

odd.

that we believe
and yet we don't know.

it the ability to
touch it...
smell it...
feel it...
hold her.

and have not.
oh,
what we believe
and what we don't know.

control?
yes it IS an illusion.

simply.
like life,
certainty,
absolution
and our own
idealism.

simply an illusion.
living for the moment.
living for the touch,
taste,
smell,
warmth
of what she brings.
brought.
presented.

missing her.
knowing not,
knowing what we don't know.

alone in my mind.
wishing...
knowing what i know.