melt. edit 2.

having been in the moment...present in the time...
having been in the face...
alive.
grace.
power.

full of presence.

life.
and promise.

calm beauty and euphoria.

she brings the warmth 

of every boy's dreams.
it is a life changing effect.

a wish. a wind.

a hush. a kiss.

a body. the body.

a mind.

and, a sharp spirit.

sharpened will. pondering the gravity of it all.

still festering about why... or how.
come?
a whisper of life and humanity 

that i having been living for a life.
she flipped all of my soul.

and i choose to live into that,

tonight, tomorrow

and for as long as i am allowed.

 

i did.
i didn't.
couldn't.
want.

shouldn't deserve.

far from deserving...

would have.
could have.
might have walked.

run... away...

but yet, i was there in the moment.

a moment for a life.

minutes. hour.

days. 

weeks.

 

praying and pleading for more.
more...
Paralyzed...
by a set of eyes.

 

a mind sharp...
when she wanted.
torn...
when she presented.
pure...
when she was.
a mess...
when she collapsed.
strong...
when she woke.
true...
in every moment.

beauty and grace...
when she walked away.
and back, again.

i didn't want to eat.
or sleep. 

afraid to dream,
consume...
what i couldn't desire.

 

i believe in the greatness.
the moment she inspired.

the moment she presented.
she filled for a life.

 

the one.
came.
went?
time is now the test.

growth and change
as we digress.

more.
most.
i will. i do.
i said it first.
now, last.

i am love.
for her.
forever.

and, i continue to melt.
having been in the moment...